What's on my mind

I have so much to think about that I am ready to burst. So I am going to burst on my blog and then hope people can organize my messy thoughts and offer some helpful insight.

We bought a house. We have not sold our house yet! Stressful financially.
We don't close on our house until after Merilee starts school. She will miss her fist day of Kindergarten! Not okay with me!
I will have 2 houses to get in perfect condition..one to live in and one to sell.
I have the motivation and boxes to start packing but I have pretty much packed up non essentials, so we would be living out of boxes for a while, which is okay unless our house has a showing.
My kids are very needy right now. I hear a lot of "mommy, I want you" and lots of crying. Holland can't be put down and honestly, I don't want to carry him or have him tied to me all the time. I am struggling with the "I feel fat and ugly" thing right now because I have NO time to exercise and I eat when stressed.
As I type this, I feel like I am wasting time and it makes me what to cry....speaking of crying, Holland is awake, so there goes my nap!

Funny Story

This may seem embarrassing to Justin, but I think it is a sweet/funny story. We were at Justin's trailer in Sayre and I had to go to the bathroom and Holland was asleep. So, I needed Justin to hold him. As you see in the picture, there was a vent blowing VERY hard right on them and the blanket kept blowing off. So, I put my nursing cover on them and it looked like Justin was nursing Holland. So, I HAD to take a picture because I thought it looked hilarious. So, I typed a lot of "so". So, isn't this just the sweetest thing you've ever seen;)